I haven’t written in a very long time.
Back in March I left California,
It was getting too busy there and I need a slower pace.
I’m coming up on 37 in the spring and it is sort of freaking me out,
I have lost about 60 pounds and found hemp gummies to manage the pain of my Cerebral Palsy,
Which makes my mobility a tad better because it doesn’t hurt to move as much.
A few years ago I stopped going out because it was always hard to see people look at me like
“She used to walk better”,
I was living in the shadows of everything I used to be able to do…
Hello in your teens and early 20’s
You feel invincible,
Nothing pops, cracks or hurts.
You feel freaking awesome and your unaware of the pain that creeps up and swallows you once arthritis gets in joints you cant move well already.
But that’s neither here nor there I just couldn’t live up to my friends and families expectations anymore..
So I began to withdraw cut people out and stay to myself.
For a while I Blogged but then thought well everyone blogs.
After a long period of reflection here I am,
I’m not dead yet!
Twitter is my window to the world and I am happy with the view for now thanks for reading.✌