When The Storm Passes,
I’ll Be Waiting For You By The Waters Edge.
Many Seasons Have Come And Gone But I Still Await You,
When The Storm Passes ✌️
My mind is filled with thoughts that I can’t control.
When I sleep fear consumes my dreams.
Everything we know has changed.
It’s like a bad tv show that we are all binge watching at the same time..
I have always been a homebody..
So for me at first this was easy..
But as we go along watching everyone else freak out having no choice but to be at home makes me feel somehow bad for them.
Cerebral Palsy has always been a challenge but I have never really been afraid of much ..
As I always felt I had nothing to lose.
But now I do fear something…
Losing my mind..
As I watch the world fall to pieces
The man in the moon keeps his gaze upon me,
There is not an angle from which he cannot see,
He watches from the highest places,
Though in the shadows he leaves traces,
I cannot get a glimpse of him,
But he keeps me safe again and again.
Recently I found myself wondering what the point of stressing out over things is.
Seems to me the outcome is the same if worry or not and yet I stress.
I hate it when people say relax as if that calms me,
It’s been said that there are pills that can be taken to “Reduce My Anxiety”.
I’m not going to pop a pill so I can be numb to the fact that the world we live in is in a super bad place right now.
Its a stressful time no matter who you are,
Are we going to drug the whole world to get peace and harmony?
I don’t think so.
In the New Year I am hoping to cut away all things that bring me down.
Life is tricky enough without the added B.S
Of people who drag you down.
If you are happy with yourself that’s what matters.
If you’re surrounded by people who say things
“That shirt doesn’t go with those shoes ”
“Your face is looking fat”
Then it’s time to Say
No More Negativity!
Be happy in your own Skin.
If your friends don’t like the skin you’re in then cut them loose.
That’s my plan for the New Year!
Personally I don’t prefer this time of the year. I think that people that you never see or rarely talk to decide to come out of the woodwork around October. And then checking on you all the way around about Thanksgiving. Then December they’re like oh and this is what I want for Christmas. They linger till new year then fade out and the cycle begins again.
I’m not saying this is the intention of everyone,
But i think that being there consistently is what counts.
I always considered my dad to be Superman.
He could build anything and fix anything and he was super tough.
When I was a kid he just seemed untouchable.
Now That I’m older I’m watching time become his Kryptonite.
Now he’s at an age where he pays people to fix things he doesn’t build things anymore and he spends a lot of time playing solitary.
Watching time take its toll it’s not been a fun thing.
But he will always be Superman to me.
It’s never too late to appreciate the people in your life that made you who you are today.
Who is Superman in your world?